Everyday is like a trail; or so it seems. I often would wonder how things so simple could be so complex at the same time. I find myself, desperately searching for that special someone to call my own, but it always seems to end up in failure. My friends are becoming nothing but pessimistic observer's to my life's mishaps, kids seem to speak down in a condescending manner, and my father and I aren't what you would call seeing eye-to-eye. Things just can't get any worse huh? You see everyday is like a trail to me, and I skeptically accept the challenges. However, my failures in the past have become today's greatest rewards. I have become a vigorous individual, but often depression will run its course through my veins, and I will lose sight of my goals and accomplishments. Leeringly I cling to the girl closest to me, for I don't have a mother to share that bond with. Everyday that I awake, I am constantly faced with walls and barriers which seem impenetrable, and I become un-aware of the path that leads un-effortlessly around the wall; I become headstrong and proceed with the process of dissipating these boundaries. After countless attempts, I am left stagnant with a look of dissatisfaction, as the wall still remains in tact. Turning around is impossible because my pride won't allow me to make that judgement, so again this wall or boundary, no this limitation becomes yet another trial to surpass...I'm going at it the hard way...
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